"Up Against It" lyrics

Every night I fall asleep
My soft head hitting the ground
I've falling to a brand new space
And I keep letting you down

Most still run away
I'm just the same babe
I'm a hangover frown
And If you don't decide to stay with me up stairs one day
I'm bringing you down

I'm lonely
Everyone's just up against it hard
Cause you consult me and I don't know why
When every other love I've ever had has only sold me out
Or just sold me time

Always find a brand new way
As old friends won't understand
"Please I need a loan dad"
"How much you need"
"Just a couple grand"

Darling I made a mistake
Yea I'm to blame
Shame It's a sin to doubt
I wake up laughing
I fell asleep crying
I can't figure me out

I'm lonely
Everyone's just up against it hard
Cause you consult me and I don't know why
When every other love I've ever had has only sold me out
Or sold me time

I'm lonely
Everyone's just up against it hard
Cause you consult me and I don't know why
Or sold me time