"Heavenhead" lyrics

"Heavenhead"
(feat. Illuminati Hotties)

We'll all end up on a hill
Converted care home
Pulling on oxygen
Intent on collapsing
You were here twenty years ago
Told me to be more compassionate
They found your car in the lake with a girl from your soccer team
Your parents ignored it

My heavenhead
I'm afraid to admit
When the boatman comes my way
I'll be standing on the shore, begging for that tidal wave

Holding onto your hand
Said I ain't died young, so I guess I'm no good
Yeah, my dad gave me a good life, and I wasted everything I could
You said the pain will find me
'Cause my head don't fit its socket right
Why waste my time with changing?
Baby, that shit's overrated

My heavenhead
I'm afraid to admit
When the boatman comes my way
I'll be standing on the shore, begging for that tidal wave

It's my head under our first car
You backlit on the driveway
My fist into the drywall
It always ends the same
Hanging in the door frame
And all my neurons firing
Over your shoulder in the mirror
And the thought, it sends me spiraling

And I'm afraid to admit
When the boatman comes my way
I'll be standing on the shore, begging for that tidal wave


EP: "A Brief Intermission In The Flattening Of Time" (2025)
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