"Atlantisia" lyrics

I know what you think of me
I know what you say
I know you're only here
To poke and prod and analyze me

And you're all wide-eyed and wondering
Why'd I leave, why'd I stay
Why'd I evolve beyond the point
Where you could recognize me

But I'm not so different
And so what if I am
Maybe I've changed
But I look at me and I don't think I'm strange

I saw you from the pebble beach
With your spyglass in your hand
As you cursed into the spray
I am not ashamed to say
I prayed you'd never reach land

But I can't say I'm astounded
You would track me down and come around
'Cause it's you and I always knew
It would never cross your mind
I might not want to be found

I'm not so different
And so what if I am
Maybe I've changed
But I look at me and I don't think I'm strange

You know what I think of you
You know what I keep inside my walls
You know it all
And you know I've never been too good at standing tall

So call me inaccessible
And say that I left 'cause I couldn't deal
But I feel what I feel
And I had to leave it all behind so I could heal

I'm not so different
And so what if I am
Maybe I've changed
But I look at me and I don't think I'm strange
I look at me and I don't think I'm strange