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"Painfully Alive"

I block the socials on my phone
Yet I will read if you will write
Why don't you leave my mind alone?
You stay with yours, and I'll keep mine
I keep the roses that you gave
Since then they turned all dark and dry
I want my mind to be the same
But it is painfully alive

I laugh, I cry
I am painfully alive
I fall when I fly
I am painfully alive

Last year I didn't feel at home
No drugs could ever make me high
Now I can't fly without the fall
I am a moth that burns in light

I laugh, I cry
I am painfully alive
I fall when I fly
I am painfully alive

Alive, ah

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Writer(s): Nikolai Kostylev

album: "My Moon" (2026)

Painfully Alive

I'm So Scared Of The Night.

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