"Explain" lyrics

It be hard to explain all the things I love
I'm left in the rain, who I call, baby
I'm high off these drugs, yeah, I'm getting faded
Can't nobody save me
Yeah, keep on talking like it's something
These niggas really be fanned out
Look, how this shit planned out
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You see I'm the man now
This wasn't even my plan, how
Every time I wake out the bed, loud
How you gon' switch on yo' kin, how

I don't know, but keep dreaming
Had to pick them drugs up, you know I been grievin'
Lil' boy, put you slugs up, my shit really gleamin'
I don't even feel this back at home, think I need Jesus, yeah
I listen to all that you say to me
It feel like someone been chasin' me
All of the things you say really relates to me, changing me
I know that my secret safe, but I'm afraid to leave, afraid to leave
Life been moving so fast, wish I could change the speed, change the speed

It be hard to explain all the things I love
I'm left in the rain, who I call, baby
I'm high off these drugs, yeah, I'm getting faded
Can't nobody save me
Yeah, keep on talking like it's something
These niggas really be fanned out
Look, how this shit planned out
[?]
You see I'm the man now
This wasn't even my plan, how
Every time I wake out the bed, loud
How you gon' switch on yo' kin, how