"Bad Omen" lyrics

Damn
I did that thing again
The thing I swore I'd never do again
I fell into another's hands
Cause It felt nice to play pretend
You showed up in an unexpected way
That kind that takes your breath away
Didn't feel like you were playin' games
Boy you took me by surprise

And I won't lie
I thought maybe you were giving me signs
That you wanted
So much more than one night
Suddenly your tone has changed
I'm reading into everything
Is this me sabotaging and throwing it all away
Some voices you can't ignore

Am I my own bad omen
Or are you just that type
I thought you were a grown man
But big boys don't make girls cry
Cause I'm my own bad omen

Damn
You got me on the edge
It feels like all you ever want is sex
Man
Saw you saw my text
You don't like to talk about what's next
Can't deny it
There was something different on your lips
Some things you just can't ignore

Baby I'm more than a warm body
Just wanted you to want me
Why is that so wrong?

Am I my own bad omen
Or are you just that type
I thought you were a grown man
But big boys don't make girls cry
Am I my own bad omen
Was I the first to pull away
Is something in me broken
Maybe I just love the chase
Cause I'm my own bad omen (I'm my own bad omen)
Or are you just that type
I thought you were a grown man (so wrong)
But big boys don't make girls cry
I'm more than enough woman (woman)
I shouldn't have to prove me right (I shouldn't have to prove me right)
But is my brain that broken (no, no, no, no)
Repeating cycles every time
Cause I'm my own bad omen