"Home" lyrics

I force myself through another day, can't explain the way
Today just fell apart like everything, right in my face
And I try to be the one, I can't accept this all
Because of you I've had to walk away, from everything

And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again, hotel room's my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up, to anything
And I try so hard to be, everything that I should never
Take away from you again, 'cause I heard you say

And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with
I live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this
Anymore

'Cause I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'd leave me when I'm gone
And I just wish I was back home