"saddest happy girl" lyrics

In my garden, so exciting
Fill my cup with lemon lime
On the back porch with a ground floor
Saddest happy girl alive

It looks like everything is right and you'd be right to say
There's nothing left to bitch about so now I can't complain
I've been best friends with bad timing
I'm trying to leave him behind me
I've done some things I dreamt about when I was just a kid
But I don't think I'll ever feel the way I wish I did
Can't tell if I'm living or dying
From the signs in the clouds to my coffee
They say try stay here

In my garden, so excitin'
Fill my cup with lemon lime
On the back porch with a ground floor
Saddest happy girl alive
And I can't tell if I'm cryin'
Sun is shining in my eyes
Only smiling on the outside
Saddest happy girl alive

Givin' too much energy I'm never gettin' back
I'm tired of chasing after it so I can just relax
Waitin' for someone to hand me a little more faith in humanity
My problems, I'll tell them to the grass
They don't care, they're growin' way too fast
La da di da
Losin' my place in the race, they'll all leave me behind
Wish I could stay here

In my garden, so excitin'
Fill my cup with lemon lime
On the back porch with a ground floor
Saddest happy girl alive
And I can't tell if I'm cryin'
Sun is shining in my eyes
Only smilin' on the outside
Saddest happy girl alive