"Better Place" lyrics

Starry skies made me realize that I don't feel the way I did
All the laughter lead to so much sorrow, I don't feel like I know you
I've testified and I don't feel alive, I feel buried under my skin
Out of the way, torture self every day, what kind of better place is this?

I wanna be a different person
I can improve from how I've been
And all this time, I thought I knew ya
How can I make up for what I did?
How can I make up for what I did?

Suffering, feeling everything that they could give to you in Hell
Tried my best, even passed the test, keep getting thrown to the bottom
I messed up, I ain't your buttercup, I've been lying since I got here
I don't know why, but I wonder sometimes, why did I have to happen?

I wanna be a different person
I can improve from how I've been
And all this time, I thought I knew ya
How can I make up for what I did?
How can I make up for what I did?

I don't know just exactly where to go
But I'm better now, I feel like I know somehow
Well, it's—
I don't know just exactly where to go
But I'm better now, I feel like I know somehow
And I do