"Enjoyment" lyrics

I used to know that one
Had it once and now it's gone
Only want honesty
Unsure of what it will do to me
Caught in between trust and belief
That rarely offered much release
Are the constant questions coming to an end

Not for me to say
Not for me to say

Had to loosen up
Won't get everything you want
Only want honesty
Preparing for what it would do to me
Coming to grips in disbelief
Outside ourselves it often leads
Where the obstacles could be coming to an end

We want a life of enjoyment
With no more aggravation
At the end of the line
It is not for me to say
We want a life of enjoyment
With no more aggravation
At the end of the line
It is not for me to say
It's not for me to say, not for me to say

When I sing my song
When I sing my song
They said now it won't be long
Got Sade on repeat
I'll be relying on muscle memory
Harder than you or they may think
I'll channel that one frequency
With outside pressure coming to an end

We want a life of enjoyment
With no more aggravation
At the end of the line
It is not for me to say
We want a life of enjoyment
With no more aggravation
At the end of the line
It is not for me to say

Tried to keep true to form
Don't care what they think
Much better off inside the comfort of life without fear
Hoping to give you more
From what I can see
Much better off between the final place and right here

A life of enjoyment
With no more aggravation
At the end of the line
It is not for me to say
We want a life of enjoyment
No more aggravation
At the end of the day
It is not my place
If it is what it was
Then it's not for me
When push comes to shove
On the final take
At the end of the line
It is not for me to say