"Eventually" lyrics

I wanted to leave
But it's difficult with hands around my neck
It's harder to sleep
When you always keep me up inside my head

I want to believe
That everything will work out for the best
But honestly
Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect?

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by
But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes

Started running from what made me paranoid
Eventually, it caught up to me
Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid
Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent
And all those things I never said
A call to arms that I resent
Eventually, it caught up to me

I'm starting to see
No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet
I'm grinding my teeth
While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by
Been hanging by a moment now, I think that it's time

Started running from what made me paranoid
Eventually, it caught up to me
Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid
Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent
And all those things I never said
A call to arms that I resent
Eventually, it caught up to me

Eventually, it caught up to me

I can't imitate at any cost
But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off
Wanna breakaway from me, let's get lost
So lost

I can't imitate at any cost
But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off
Wanna breakaway from me, let's get lost
So lost

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by
But I can't keep hiding me, hiding me...

Started running from what made me paranoid
Eventually, it caught up to me
Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid
Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent
And all those things I never said
A call to arms that I resent
Eventually, it caught up to me

Eventually, it caught up to me
Eventually, it caught up to me