"Sobering" lyrics

Last night's a blurry view
Said it never occurred to you
You could end up on my side of town
While everybody was passing out
You broke down who's laughing now
You only act this way when I'm around

Was it all in my head
That you said I'm so done with this
You wanna pretend
It's not the end
Oh, get over it

You make me feel like I'm to blame
And somehow
You still rain down on my parade
But right now
I couldn't get drunk enough
To let bad love
Back in to my brain
The thought of you is sobering

I know that I've been weak before
But who's really keeping score
You roll your eyes I know you don't believe
You treat me like currency
Then sell me out to meet your needs
But all's well in your reality

Trust me its all in your head
Cuz I said I'm so done with is
Won't let you pretend
It's not the end
So get over it

You make me feel like I'm to blame
And Somehow
You still rain down on my parade
But right now
I couldn't get drunk enough
To let bad love
Back in to my brain
The thought of you is

Falling down a trap door
Nails along the black board
Playing my demons while they're laughing in my face
Drowning in a daydream
Poison in my vein stream
This is my confession
I no longer feel a thing

You make me feel like I'm to blame
And somehow
You still rain down on my parade
But right now
I couldn't get drunk enough
To let bad love
Back in to my brain
The thought of you is sobering