"Tigerlily" lyrics

I'm breathing in this understanding
With tight fists I'm letting go of artifacts
Jaded, misanthropic
With tired eyes I'm giving in to giving up
Painting horizons on this heavy heart
With broken arms I will try to lift you up
Shaking withered hope in ancient bones
I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes

I am lost
I am gone

Sadness is a song and its covered
Covered in mud
And its hard to sing with this dirt
This dirt in my lungs
Heavy breathing
I tried to keep you here with me
Shaking, I'm alone and I have hope
I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes

Oh, how hard I tried

I am gone
Send me to sea (Send me to sea)
Floating away (I can't breathe)
Buried in memories (I am gone)
All the sad things sing along
Through the bilge in their lungs (I am gone)
Sweeter than sugar
With a mouthful of blood (I am gone)
All the sad things sing along (I am a haunted home)
Through the bilge in their lungs (It's all I've ever known)
Sweeter than sugar (You left me on my own)
With a mouthful of blood