"Attempt 8" lyrics

I know that I said I'd be okay by now
I am trying to pull myself away from you like a child
I cut too close to the heart, show me where to stop
A car crash love falling apart
Help yourself to my body if that's what you need
A reminder of us of what we could have been

I'll still wait up at the nightstand
The world pulled through my chest
Stood at the edge for long enough
Overthinking it
Fighting for the will to live
I've seen it all
Swallowed everything even excess control
Our savior in many forms
Yet stranger in our arms

I can't stay up all night again
It's all over anyway
And I won't stay in the night again
To rest in a shallow grave
I won't stay in the night again
I can't stay up all night again