"Year Of Trouble" lyrics

I'm undressed, paperless, filter gone
Wading through life with you on my phone
Felt like the right idea at the time to put up a wall
The higher I climbed the taller you got stone after stone

Waved your flag, sang your song, held you close
Centuries, make believe, letting go
I called around to find out where I went wrong
Parked faraway from your new place I needed the walk

It's all been my fault
A year of trouble
Ahhh
I can't let it go
No mystery solved
Ahhh

Gradually we both lead different lives
Wish I could hear about what you like
My belly aches when I hear your name called out in a crowd
When will it change from bad to okay I look around

It's all been my fault
A year of trouble
Ahhh
I can't let it go
No mystery solved
Ahhh

You'll always be dear my friend
With your old lady hands
A beautiful family
Always a place to land
If I forgive myself
Will history tell it twice?
Your beautiful face to read
I never read it right

Since you closed off to me
I've been on a lonely ride
I've been on a lonely ride
I'm on a lonely ride

Since you closed off to me
I've been on a lonely ride
I've been on a lonely ride
I'm on a lonely ride