"Decay" lyrics

If only your words could paint out a picture
Then baby I'd see it
If only your lies could put me to rest
Then maybe you'd mean it
If only your time was more of a blessing
Only our lines were worth second-guessing
Then maybe this would hurt a little less
Pre-chorus
I should've left
I should've left

If only it was that easy
I've tried, believe me
Lay down my body
Watch me decay
If only it was that easy
I've tried, believe me
Lay down my body
Watch me decay
Watch me wilt down to the bone
Watch me just die here alone
Watch me turn into somebody I don't even know
I wish it were easy
Easy to go

I wish I saved myself from you
Before this got ugly
I wish I had this point of view
Before you could haunt me
I wish your touch, it wasn't contagious
I wish your voice was something I hated
'Cause maybe this would hurt a little less

I should've left
I should've left

If only it was that easy
I've tried, believe me
Lay down my body
Watch me decay
If only it was that easy
I've tried, believe me
Lay down my body
Watch me decay (decay)
Watch me wilt down to the bone (down to the bone)
Watch me just die here alone (die here alone)
Watch me turn into somebody I don't even know
I wish it were easy
Easy to go