"Not Letting Go" lyrics

It'll be two years yesterday
You hit the lights, walked away
You changed the lock, you closed the door for the last time
Seasons change, it hurts the same
And these old pictures, they don't fade
Of you and I, just getting by back when we were on fire
My friends tell me to let you go
'Cause it's all just ashes and smoke

I see your face in dreams when I sleep
Waking up, cold sweatin' don't make it easy
Time won't rewind, don't I know
So I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on to not letting go

Still think about our first dance
Tradin' kisses, takin' chances
Mellencamp kids with an FM Casio
Jack and Diane let it play
'Til those pink houses turned to gray
Now I sit here alone, prayin' you'll come home

I see your face in dreams when I sleep
Waking up, cold sweatin' don't make it easy
Time won't rewind, don't I know
So I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on to not letting go

I catch your perfume still on my pillow
And your name is written in the dust on the window
Time won't rewind, don't I know
So I'm holding on to not letting go

I see your face in dreams when I sleep
Waking up, cold sweatin' don't make it easy
Time won't rewind, don't I know
So I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on to not letting go

I'm holding on to not letting go
I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm holding on, I'm holding on