"The Shift, The Blur" lyrics

Picture perfect point of purpose
Convincing me that I'm not worthless
Stuck in hopelessness
A depression and never wanting more
You cared for me

When I felt like it was over
When I felt I could no longer keep this
I'm screaming out for help
Please help me
I don't know if
I want to tell you

I'm stuck in a place that I hate
So cold, drab and grey
Not even knowing if you'd be there
If you'd be there
Thinking of all the things that I wanted to tell you
All the things that I wanted to share
I can't, I won't, I want, I choked
I need you to know

I know I'll never be that somebody but I can't see myself being anybody else

Here we go again
Just another chance for us to pretend
That we don't know what to do
Or where we are going
But we know the past hurts
And we know where to start
But it's a leap
I'm not ready to take
I don't know what to do
We never asked for this
A rushed and hopeless mess

I know I'll never be that somebody but I can't see myself being anybody else
Your eyes they hide the truth
The shift, the blur
The proof of unhappiness
All I can think about now
Is the piece of my heart that left with you
That left our home
Where you belong
Our room is empty
Our room is cold
I'm so cold
I need you
I miss you