"Lately" lyrics

Lately I've been having dreams me in a grave picture of the scene
Lately I've been having dreams I feel like Huey Malcolm and King
Lately I've been having dreams hop on a flight just to meet with the team
Lately I've been on my knees praying the Lord give me peace
Lately I've been having dreams of doing like them and popping a bean
Double cup so I can double up I medicate take the pain away
I pray to Jesus he told me to give him my all and he'll make away
Lately I've been having dreams, lately I've been having

Lately I've been having things
Know I remember them days that we didn't have anything
Want to talk about trust and things
Without that we don't have anything
Maybe she deleting things
When did I become this thing
When did I become other things that consuming me all in my mind and bringing me down
I feel depression and all of the stress in all of the brokenness I see around
I shed a tear when I think about wifey packing up her bags and taking my boy
What I look like repeating the cycle my dad put me through and destroyed
Nowadays all I see is the blind leading the blind
Ain't no coming back no second chance to hit rewind
So much pressure on my back I feel depression climbing
I've been killing mind
Hop in the whip let's go
I still got cousins who in and out prison as God is my witness they selling that dope
How can I pretend to be something that I'm not when it is me that they look at for hope
Lately I've been having dreams
Lately I've been having
Lately I've been having
Lately I've been having
Lately I've been seeing things
Lately I've been being things
Lately I've been reading things
Trying not to see defeat
Lately I've been having hope
I'm stepping out though they rocking the boat
Lately they don't want the smoke nowadays ain't no surprise that they choke
Lately it's been getting crazy just to record I got to escape
Lately I've been having dreams of me sitting in mansions and counting the dough
Lately I've been having dreams of failing at this losing everything
Lately I've been having dreams of choosing what I want and him letting go