"My Rush" lyrics

Surviving so cleanly
My life's got no meaning
When I'm just appealing for all the gems of your mind
The world keeps on turning
But I cast no shadow
Sucked in so sweetly
Something divine

Alone in the dark
Got stonewalled in silence
When the wolves they come barking
And the stars they don't guide me home
Why'd you run away my friend?
When you got all you wanted
With your car flashing silver
And your teeth laced in diamonds and sulfur and jewels

I could break down all these walls ripping energy
Push aside the fear don't waste it on the wonder
Feel the rush I hold the world and you're holding me
We're coming home again
I could wake up in the ward dripping epipens
Cast away the distant sea and watch me bomb it
We can make it with love

This world isn't safe
Believe me cuz
I, I'm back from the dead
So leave me in bed
And say that I didn't care
When I'm gone then I'm gone
I'm back from the dead

I'll kill you
And I'll open up the black hole in my chest
I'll give you the world
How dark does the rabbit hole go?
And will you follow me?
And will you follow me?
And will you follow me?
Love ain't looking over your shoulder

I could break down all these walls ripping energy
Push aside the fear don't waste it on the wonder
Feel the rush I hold the world and you're holding me
We're coming home again
I could wake up in the ward dripping epipens
Cast away the distant sea and watch me bomb it
We can make it with love

I pull the trigger on my darkness a world within
A shot of liquor, telecaster
It's under my skin
I wanna pull this place apart but the taxi's here
So wish me well upon a star cuz I'm caving in