"Erase You" lyrics

I whispered your name and then fell to my knees
Can't find the words
Can't find the words
Suspended as I learn to speak
Always choking on my spit
Can't find mine, won't forget yours
Frozen in time
Blessed by this weakness
Cursed with regret

Soulless walking addict vessel
How's your chemical heartbeat?
42 years this wound's been open
Detestation festering

You choose to feed it like an infant
You've always been my greatest hope
And my greatest fear

We will grieve
No words to speak
When I'm on my knees
How could I forgive?
We will grieve
Losing everything
It goes on and on and on
I'm breaking the cycle

Deceptive crawling addict beggar
Absence is a relief
Eager for disjunction
Our communion was my ulcer

You choose to nurse it like a patient
You've trampled over all my dreams

We will grieve
No words to speak
When I'm on my knees
How could I forgive?
We will grieve
Losing everything
It goes on and on and on
I'm breaking the cycle

I whispered your name and then fell to my knees
Can't find the words
Suspended as I learn to speak

Erase you
Erase you, uh
Whispered your name and then fell to my knees
I finally found the words
Your ashes will never hear me speak

We will grieve, no words to speak when I'm on my knees
How could I forget?
How could I forget?
How could I forget?

We will grieve
No words to speak
When I'm on my knees
How could I forgive?
We will grieve
Losing everything
It goes on and on and on
I'm breaking the cycle, ah