"Numb Myself" lyrics
Fuck being quiet, I don't care if they like it
It's time to state facts
Can't express my anger with my gun so I guess I'ma rap
And say what I feel
'Cause I might just lose my freedom just to prove that I'm real
I'ma just numb myself with this Oxy, feeling like ain't a thing that could stop me
I ain't never worried about no threats, I ain't finna put on no vest
You got a problem with me, dawg? You better pull your gun, pull the trigger, get it off your chest
Try to stop my breath? One thing that I know: I'ma make it home to my kids!
Pain in my heart (pain in my heart)
They say I turned cold
Who can I trust? (who can I trust)
I just don't know
Made a lot of mistakes that I won't take back
Trusted the wrong motherfucker, got set up, I was plotting on the payback
They gon' hate when you the chosen one
Yeah, I know I'm a needle in a haystack
One thing about me is I'ma keep it real
I do it by myself and it's time to kill
Grab a gun and a shovel, you taking food from my kids
Tryna stop my hustle, bloody murder
I'm a man with God, I don't really wanna hurt ya
Promised my kids I would come home tonight, so I'ma murk ya
My father a ghost with a heartbeat
We got the same last name but that's not me
Ain't a thing gon' break my loyalty
Always keep a strap with you, you know they wanna hurt ya
The devil on my shoulder telling me that I should murk ya
Fuck being quiet, I don't care if they like it
It's time to state facts
Can't express my anger with my gun so I guess I'ma rap
And say what I feel
'Cause I might just lose my freedom just to prove that I'm real
I'ma just numb myself with this Oxy, feeling like ain't a thing that could stop me
I ain't never worried about no threats, I ain't finna put on no vest
You got a problem with me, dawg? You better pull your gun, pull the trigger, get it off your chest
Try to stop my breath? One thing that I know: I'ma make it home to my kids!
I get violent, I stay silent
Say he gon' kill me? Homie, come try it
I was a robber, I was a dealer
These fake motherfuckers turned me into a killer
When you living like this, ain't no turning back
Every time I sleep, I still see crack
Dope dealer turned rapper, you can say I'm retired
Or maybe they watching so I gotta lie
Tryna do right but I'm always doing something wrong
One rapper dies and another rapper comes along
These pills make me feel so numb, if I kill you I won't feel shit
But when the drugs wear off and I sober up, I just might regret everything I done
I'm trying to live in peace, begging God but the devil's pulling me back
Every time I try to quit these drugs, I just relapse
Fuck being quiet, I don't care if they like it
It's time to state facts
Can't express my anger with my gun so I guess I'ma rap
And say what I feel
'Cause I might just lose my freedom just to prove that I'm real
I'ma just numb myself with this Oxy, feeling like ain't a thing that could stop me
I ain't never worried about no threats, I ain't finna put on no vest
You got a problem with me, dawg? You better pull your gun, pull the trigger, get it off your chest
Try to stop my breath? One thing that I know: I'ma make it home to my kids!
It's time to state facts
Can't express my anger with my gun so I guess I'ma rap
And say what I feel
'Cause I might just lose my freedom just to prove that I'm real
I'ma just numb myself with this Oxy, feeling like ain't a thing that could stop me
I ain't never worried about no threats, I ain't finna put on no vest
You got a problem with me, dawg? You better pull your gun, pull the trigger, get it off your chest
Try to stop my breath? One thing that I know: I'ma make it home to my kids!
Pain in my heart (pain in my heart)
They say I turned cold
Who can I trust? (who can I trust)
I just don't know
Made a lot of mistakes that I won't take back
Trusted the wrong motherfucker, got set up, I was plotting on the payback
They gon' hate when you the chosen one
Yeah, I know I'm a needle in a haystack
One thing about me is I'ma keep it real
I do it by myself and it's time to kill
Grab a gun and a shovel, you taking food from my kids
Tryna stop my hustle, bloody murder
I'm a man with God, I don't really wanna hurt ya
Promised my kids I would come home tonight, so I'ma murk ya
My father a ghost with a heartbeat
We got the same last name but that's not me
Ain't a thing gon' break my loyalty
Always keep a strap with you, you know they wanna hurt ya
The devil on my shoulder telling me that I should murk ya
Fuck being quiet, I don't care if they like it
It's time to state facts
Can't express my anger with my gun so I guess I'ma rap
And say what I feel
'Cause I might just lose my freedom just to prove that I'm real
I'ma just numb myself with this Oxy, feeling like ain't a thing that could stop me
I ain't never worried about no threats, I ain't finna put on no vest
You got a problem with me, dawg? You better pull your gun, pull the trigger, get it off your chest
Try to stop my breath? One thing that I know: I'ma make it home to my kids!
I get violent, I stay silent
Say he gon' kill me? Homie, come try it
I was a robber, I was a dealer
These fake motherfuckers turned me into a killer
When you living like this, ain't no turning back
Every time I sleep, I still see crack
Dope dealer turned rapper, you can say I'm retired
Or maybe they watching so I gotta lie
Tryna do right but I'm always doing something wrong
One rapper dies and another rapper comes along
These pills make me feel so numb, if I kill you I won't feel shit
But when the drugs wear off and I sober up, I just might regret everything I done
I'm trying to live in peace, begging God but the devil's pulling me back
Every time I try to quit these drugs, I just relapse
Fuck being quiet, I don't care if they like it
It's time to state facts
Can't express my anger with my gun so I guess I'ma rap
And say what I feel
'Cause I might just lose my freedom just to prove that I'm real
I'ma just numb myself with this Oxy, feeling like ain't a thing that could stop me
I ain't never worried about no threats, I ain't finna put on no vest
You got a problem with me, dawg? You better pull your gun, pull the trigger, get it off your chest
Try to stop my breath? One thing that I know: I'ma make it home to my kids!
