"Nothing Special" lyrics

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause all the blood is bleeding out of me
Thought I heard my body singing organ chords
It was just me talking to myself of course
I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause I'm already sick of self harming
Thought you heard my body singing organ chords
It was just another stupid fucking metaphor

You know, I know
What it's like to be alone
Punch-drunk, sick host
Crawl inside and make a home
Nothing special
Just all that it meant to me
Downward spiral
Suffocating apathy

And now (I don't feel a thing)
Punch-drunk, sick host
Nothing special
Downward spiral
You know, I know
Punch-drunk, sick host
Nothing special
Downward spiral

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause I'm a mother bird regurgitating
Please no fluffy feelings any more
'Cause it just feels even worse when I get bored
I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause I don't know who I'm supposed to be
Hope you love this silhouette I made for you
Only had to cut my face apart to make some room

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhhahhahhahh
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhhahhahhahh
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhhahhahhahh
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhhahhahhahh

I have enough to eat
When the bugs are crawling around
Me
I have enough to eat
When the bugs are crawling around
Me

You know, I know
What it's like to be alone
Punch-drunk, sick host
Crawl inside and make a home
Nothing special
Just all that it meant to me
Downward spiral
Suffocating apathy