"Quicksand" lyrics

I'm tired of this feeling that I've always felt
I'm tired of being the one who never gets some help
I'm tired of being the loser who never saw the light
I'm tired of being the guy who never speaks his mind
I'm tired of being the quiet one, obedient and calm
I'm tired of being responsible for what I haven't done
I'm tired of this void and nothing fills the hole
I'm tired of being all that since when? I can't recall

I'm tired of being the coward, ignoring all the facts
I'm tired of being the character that nevers really acts
I'm tired of this fear and overwhelming doubt
I'm tired of all this pain you should've known about
I'm tired of keeping up with the ungrateful ones
I'm tired of promising you yet another chance
I'm tired of all your problems that no one seems to know
I'm tired of saving you when all you want is to fall

To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most

I'm tired of weakness and anxiety all the time
I'm tired of those friends who'd sell you for a dime
I'm tired of being that one, the easiest to trick
I'm tired of all the people, they make me fucking sick
I'm tired of ideals, they're fragile and unreal
I'm tired of the hatred that I can't help but feel
I'm tired of all my plans slowly turning into dust
I'm tired of my desires, my hunger and my lust

I'm tired of being lonely, I don't know how to love
I'm tired of no forgiveness, no patience from above
I'm tired of losing something that wasn't even mine
I'm tired of being sorry for every chord and line
I'm tired of the meaning I'm trying hard to find
I'm tired of being good, I'm tired of being kind
I'm tired of existence, not knowing when to fade
I'm tired of everything and yet I'm still afraid

To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most

And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most

And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most

And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most

And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
And now I'm ready to become what I hate the most

To become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most