"Your God" lyrics

What am I supposed to do now?

Reveal to me this ugly thing
I'm rusted metal by your head
It's gotten out of hand again
Nobody sees it, but I can

You thought of everything, I bet
But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled in
I don't know how long, you know
Something's gonna give again
Something's gonna give again

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, man, I'm never finished
I can never be your god
But then I don't even think I want the job anymore

Say something, anything to me
I do believe, but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest, isn't it?

I guess I'm better off in the end
'Cause you were always there to blame
I haven't felt so bad in
I don't know how long, you know
I can't get away again
I can't get away again

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, man, I'm never finished
I can never be your god
But then I don't even think I want the job, you see
I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, man, I'm never finished
I can never be your god
But then I don't even think I want the job anymore

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'll have to die
Where am I supposed to go now?
(I'm gone)

Say something, anything to me
I do believe, but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest is not it
I guess I'm better off in the end
'Cause you were always there to blame
I haven't felt so bad in
I don't know how long, you know
I can't get away again
I can't get away again

Go ahead and go away
Go ahead and go away
Go ahead and go away
Go ahead and go away
Go away

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'll have to die

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
What am I supposed to do now?
(What am I supposed to do now?)
How am I supposed to live now?
(How am I supposed to live now?)

How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to...?