"Closure" lyrics

Say what you need to say for the last time
State all the premises figuring you'll be just fine
So I'll get mine you get yours and if we're both happy it's settled forevermore
Holding the impression of a man when I was still a boy
Said no regrets but it's hard not to feel any remorse
I'm still debating whether I have even found the source
Of all my discomfort and blunt discourse

But I know what I want and don't need what I get
I invest my ideas but get swallowed in debt
And the only release is to yell and to sweat
Until my clothes are soaking wet

Stay under my skin
Tear me limb from limb
Plague me to an end
I can't believe I always thought I would be there for you
For now I'll learn and settle for less
Shut my eyes and get some rest
Feel the pulse beneath this sunken chest
And maybe one day I can be there for you

Isn't it true that if it hadn't been for me you'd still have no place safe to fall
And all this time I thought I knew
When I had no idea at all

All is fair in love and war
You have your gifts some say they're poor
But I don't care about any of that anymore
Let us depart and return when we have grown some more
I wish I could say that I've seen this before
The depth of the bottom the taste of the floor
It leaves me restless and tired and sore
But you won't break my mind just yet

I battle this alone

I don't want to push you
I just want to grieve
I don't want to push you
I just want to leave