"Mess I Made" lyrics

I dip my hands
In a flowing stream
Fighting the force, the force, the wish
To jump right in
Did I sleep through this?
Was it just a dream?
I remember the bad and the good
But nothing in between

Dirty plates on the side don't bother me
Got a lock on my door that I don't need
I went deep on my own banality

Is this the mess I made?
I was for the storm, you know
The one that never came
I'll get back on the plane
See the world, take it in as it is
Play the money game
I'm doing the best I can
I say it
I'll try to do the best I can
Doing the best I can

Don't question me
About my favourite things
And it's me, myself and I
Alone in all of them
I'd love to, tell you why
But I don't have the time
I'm not quite in a rush
But I do buy my own Valentines

Got the wife, got the kid, the family car
But deep down in my head the door's ajar
And that lake was just a reservoir

Is this the mess I made?
I was for the storm, you know
The one that never came
I'll get back on the plane
See the world, take it in as it is
Play the money game
I'm doing the best I can
I say it
I'll try to do the best I can
Doing the best I can
Doing the best I can
Doing the best I can