"Dystopian Party Bus" lyrics

Well, I don't wanna die in a hospital staring at the ceiling
I don't wanna live my life in vain
Don't want my name to live on forever
Bury me where they're never gonna find me
I got this army of ghosts to contend with
I got a hunger that you'll never understand
Pouring gasoline on everything I own
Cover me in the glory of the ashes

You're falling down, you're breaking up
And I know this ain't what you wanted
I've been there once, where you are now
Something tells me you're gonna make it
All right

I got my scars, I got my chemicals
The demons coming out tonight
Mother Mary, are you alone?
Can no one hear me? Am I on my own?
When friends conspire, the Devil's near
You put out the fire, but the smoke won't clear
A nihilistic love letter, do they think they know better?
We can ride all night till the fucking wheels fall off

You're falling down, you're breaking up
And I know this ain't what you wanted
I've been there once, where you are now
And something tells me you're gonna make it
All right
I know you're gonna make it
All right
You don't have to be alone
All right
If you don't believe in anything
All right

Don't wanna die staring at the ceiling
Don't wanna live my life in vain
And I don't wanna do this all night
Somethin' better will come with the new light
Got a chance for something that we've known
Hold on, never gonna let it go

You're falling down, you're breaking up
And I know this ain't what you wanted
I've been there once, where you are now
And something tells me you're gonna make it
All right
I know you're gonna make it
All right
You don't have to be alone
All right
If you don't believe in anything
All right
I know you're gonna make it