"Dying 2 Live" lyrics

Am I dying to live?
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
Cause baby I can't take it, I can't face 'em
My heart is breakin'

Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em
I don't think they undеrstand uh, my heart is breakin', my heart is brеakin'

I don't wanna feel this pain
Might get chained up for some shit I did before the rap
'Cause lately it's been fuckin' with my brain (Brain)
Relying on you to keep me sane 'cause, you was there before the fame
And money came when I was at my lowest in the rain
For that you get a plain jane, put my past on you
No it ain't fair, but fasho, I put my last on you
To make it clear, load up this stick and let off rounds for you (You-you)
I'll take it there, for you I'll take it there
And I don't trust niggas round' with me uh
'Cause I don't know if they gon' clap for me or gon kill me uh
And that's word to Meek
Voice of the trenches they gon' listen, every tiime I preach
"PTSD" now I can't function it be hard for me, it be hard for me
Boy his ass a bitch I shoulda, shot 'em in his artery, I meant to say ovaries
Shout out to the last bitch who played me, my chain 4 degree
Fuck it I'm a die a legend that's how it was supposed to be
Bitch ass niggas

Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em
I don't think they understand uh, my heart is breakin', my heart is breakin'

Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone