"Burden" lyrics

I'm tired of checking the news with a lump in my throat
And I can't remember the last time it snowed
Turning thirty again in a month or two
Play sad songs enough, they start coming true

I'm tired of making it seem like I'm doing alright
Tired of making a scene under fluorescent lights
Got you worried again 'cause you heard what I said
If I spiral enough, I'll feel still in my bed

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am
'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it
If it's too much, if it's too dark
I gave you a warning
Ooh, I'm a burden

We've danced around it enough, I keep stepping on you
And I'm finding a million new shades of blue
You've been taking the heat, but you stay so cool
Don't want all these sad songs to remind me of you

Is it all in my head?
Can you tell me the truth?

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am
Okay if I am
'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it
I would understand
If it's too much, if it's too dark
I gave you a warning
I gave you a warning
Ooh, I'm a burden

I get lonely in the worst way
I'm a rain cloud on your birthday
I'm the problem, I'm the worst case
I'm a nightmare on a good day

You're always giving
I'm always taking
It's always crisis
It's how I make it

I do all of this to you
Put it all on you

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am
'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it
If I'm too much, if I'm more than you can carry, baby
I gave you a warning

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am
Okay if I am
'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it
I would understand
If it's too much, if it's too dark
I gave you a warning
I gave you a warning
Ooh, I'm a burden
Ooh, I'm a burden