"Mycelium Eyes" lyrics

I fantasize about losing touch with my humanity
I can't oblige
Please stop staring at me with those mycelium eyes

I'm the lost lamb
Love will cost him
Chaos clocks in
Oh no she could never take (mycelium eyes)
How I blossom
From exhaustion
Orthodoxian
Oh no she could never

I see the world
From the half of it that seeps underneath your skin
I cannot tame
What's possessed me since conception of my name

I'm the lost lamb
Love will cost him
Chaos clocks in
Oh no she could never take (mycelium eyes)
How I blossom
From exhaustion (mycelium)
Orthodoxian (mycelium)
Oh no she could never (mycelium eyes)

Mycelium
Mycelium
Mycelium eyes
Mycelium
Mycelium
Mycelium

She can't see me with such sober eyes no
I can't retreat to my old asylum
Aberration tears me from my seams
My seams

I'll split her heart in two
And unlearn what's been groomed
No you'll never be enough, no, no
No you'll never watch me bloom

It persists
Roots sprawling
Through her system
Filling empty space
Shave her dendrites down to frays
In the winter hold me closer
When it's cold I know her
Young love turns to blight
Oh this sun it burns so bright

I fantasize about losing touch with my humanity
I can't oblige
Please stop staring at me with those mycelium eyes

I'm the lost lamb
Love will cost him
Chaos clocks in
Oh no she could never take (mycelium eyes)
How I blossom
From exhaustion
Orthodoxian
Oh no she could never

Mycelium eyes
Mycelium eyes