"Coming Up" lyrics

Brit, I tried to leave you one of those voicemails through text. But, I'm not sure if you got it because it was long and it got cut off

I saw the tree coming up
I saw your smile go
It's not been the same, for a while
It's not felt this way, for some time
I'm not trying to offend you
But this season's got it passed through
Mhm, sad I gave up

I'm going on down, not coming up
You gave your all but it's not enough, no

I had a fear, a fear
That you would never let me go
So caught up in it
So caught up in it
So distracted
So conflicted
Am I the villain?
No, don't pretend that you can change my mind, no
You know the limit

I'm going on down, not coming up
You gave your all but it's not enough, no
I'm going on down, not coming up
You gave your all but it's not enough, no

Sunny days, good luck and success to you my friend
I just can't keep losing sleep, don't reach for me
'Cause I'm sinking in, slowly killing me, as I defy
We've reached our tide, feels like parasites
Went from you and I to "what are we?" and "who am I?"
If I gotta choose a side, you stay on yours and I stay on mine

I'm going on down, not coming up (you going down, not coming up)
You gave it all but it's not enough, no (it's not enough, no, it's not enough)
I'm going on down, not coming up (I'm coming up, ho)
You gave your all but it's not enough, no (no, no)