"Controlled By Hatred" lyrics

I see the world it slips so far away
Lookin' back on yesterday
Leaves me nothing more to say
(Controlled by hatred!)

Terror reigns my world, Lord please tell me why
I'm on my knees, I start to cry
I live my life, that's another lie
(Controlled by hatred!)

It feels good
I'm not proud to say
But if I could just put off my guilt, it can wait another fuckin' day
I search you out and now you're right within my reach
And now you'll learn a lesson only life can teach
Now I'm checking in, now I'm checking out
Now I start to scream, it's what it's all about
Now shout it out

Can you hear what it's all about
So shout it out
Now you can see what it's all about
So you can chalk up another soul that's lost
Calculate the social cost
You know not what's inside of me
Raging mad insanity
Scrambled brains, I got a toasted mind
Look in my heart therein no goodness are you gonna find
I turned my back to all responsibility
I got no place for all your sensitivity
Now I'm checking out, now I'm checking in, now I start to pray
Just a fuckin' sin, why can't I win?
Seems like I never win, it's a sin after sin after sin
Why can't I ever win?

Who am I?
I feel no pain
I close my eyes and now I see so clear
I slip away just left all fear
Not a sound, but I still hear
(Controlled by hatred!)
And now the world it slips so far away
I'm looking back on yesterday
Leave me nothing more to say
(Controlled by hatred!)
I didn't think that I could ever try
Now tears of joy I start to cry
I free my soul and now I fly
(Controlled by hatred!)

The hooter man goes
(What's your name?)
He goes!
(What's your name?)
He goes!
(What's your name?)
I go "You know my name, you know my name!"
(What's your name?)
My name is terror!
(What's your name?)
My name is pain!
(What's your name?)
And you're the reason
I'm controlled by hate
Controlled, controlled by hate
My hate

It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better
It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better
It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better

Now the world
My whole world's controlled by hatred
The world, my whole world's controlled by hatred
Who am I?
I feel no pain!
Could it be?
I've gone insane. Controlled by hatred!