"Seasons" lyrics

It's been a long time, long way
Cold coffee on the highway
I don't remember what it's like to be home
But I'm starting to like being alone
There's gotta be a better way for me to figure it out
So I know how
To find some pleasure when the only feel I'm feeling is down
Someway, somehow
I'll start again
I'll start again

Bad dreams only
Sun's coming up slowly
I don't know what could be the matter with me
But I'm hanging on to what I can keep
There's gotta be a better way for me to reason this
No rest, no risk
And there's some secrets that you know I'm never gonna admit
No way, I wish
I could start again

How sad that the seasons change
But the loneliness stays, the loneliness stays
Too bad that you could not wait
And how my love for you fades, love for you fades
So why'd you leave?
And what did I say?
Driving west in the pouring rain
How sad that the seasons change
When the loneliness stays
Carry that weight
And start again

Bad dreams only
Sun's coming up slowly
I don't know what could be the matter with me
But I'm hanging on to what I can keep
There's gotta be a better way for me to reason this
No rest, no risk
And there's some secrets that you know I'm never gonna admit
No way, I wish
I could start again

How sad that the seasons change
But the loneliness stays, the loneliness stays
Too bad that you could not wait
And how my love for you fades, love for you fades
So why'd you leave?
And what did I say?
Driving west in the pouring rain
How sad that the seasons change
When the loneliness stays
Carry that weight
And start again