"Miss Again" lyrics

Now that the fun is over
It's like I hardly know her
I think I'm far too sober
To be dealing with closure
Watch me miss again, miss again, miss again
I take a shot at bliss but I miss again

Eternal breaking of hearts
Not even true love will last
A drop in a mindless ocean
A sweet face lost in a crowded house
Please tell me that you still think of me
Please tell me that you still think of me

Out of hope and out of luck
Neck and neck with giving up
Save me something sweet to suck
And I'll jump over the edge
Then there will be nothing left
Not even a dying breath
'Cause this wears me out

In my dreams at night
There's a man with a knife come to collect my life
And I'm frantically calling out for someone else
I'm calling out but no one helps
Now watch me miss again, miss again, miss again
I take a shot at bliss but I miss again

In my hand there's a loaded gun
Yeah in my hand there's a loaded-

Out of hope and out of luck
Neck and neck with giving up
Save me something sweet to suck
And I'll jump over the edge
Then there will be nothing left
Not even a dying breath
'Cause this wears me out

Could you love me again I'm just asking
But you say that I'm always too demanding
And it feels like everything's collapsing
What ever happened to all things everlasting?

Out of hope and out of luck
Neck and neck with giving up
Save me something sweet to suck
And I'll jump over the edge
Then there will be nothing left
Not even a dying breath
'Cause this wears me out