"Spend" lyrics

Can't escape what I've got into
Looking back, nothing I could do
Took back all I felt for you
Standing tall, tryna hold my ground
Double back, but you're not around
Reckless abandoned unbound

And I swear it's the end
All the time that I spent
Losing grip and patience, hanging on by a thread
Though it's something I can't change
It's kind of funny when I think I'm catching a break

There's something unaccounted for, it's a shame
Reminders hit me every second
All these memories I've been trying to avoid
Tryna separate myself and drown the noise
It's hard to not quit and walk away from this
It's always hit or miss
And that I can't dismiss

And I swear it's the end
All the time that I spent
Losing grip and patience, hanging on by a thread
Though it's something I can't change
It's kind of funny when I think I'm catching a break

Crawling back, bad intent, so see-through
Like a kick to the head, you'll leave soon
Give it up, tryna say I missed this
I need you, yeah, me too
Fighting back, couldn't say you're sorry
Never quit, it's the same old story
Arguing on the phone till morning
Same lies and same stories

And I swear it's the end
All the time that I spent
Losing grip and patience, hanging on by a thread
Though it's something I can't change
It's kind of funny when I think I'm catching a break
And I wait