"Bandaid" lyrics

Inside this memory lane
Of lessons learned as mistakes
Drowns me out with a thought
In this noise that I can't let go

I've heard this voice in my head
Repeat "You're better off dead"
As my thoughts wander off and get lost
In this cold dark world

Just let it go
(Just let it go)
There's nothing I can say or do
I can't let go
(I can't let go)

Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is this pain I can't seem to let go
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is how I can feel
Not to let my heart
Turn it inside out again

I've chased these dreams
I've been blind to when I was
The only fireworks igniting the skyline
What goes up will surely fall right back down quickly

We've got no time to be wasted
If our life's a joke then we've made it
'Cause we'll still do what we want

Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is this pain I can't seem to let go
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is how I can feel
Not to let my heart
Turn it inside out again

I still get lost in silence
Won't lose myself through worrying
I'm pulling through with all I got
With everything I've dreamt of

This is our attempt to reassemble what's been broken
This is our life and how we have spoken
This is the way we crumble

Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh

This side of me, inside of me
Starts to take control of me
Inside of me, this side of me
Tries to take control of me
This side of me, inside of me
Starts to take control of me
But I know we can stand upon this ground
Till I just lose control

Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is this pain I can't seem to let go
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is how I can feel
Trying to let it go while I'm
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is this pain I can't seem to let go
Holding onto you
Holding onto you
Is how I can feel
Not to let my heart
Turn it inside out again