"Suddenly" lyrics

Played the lotto
10 bucks for the 2 for 1
Lost a dear friend
And I lost the girl that I love
I love
I love

Yeah you, it was always supposed to be you
Now what am I
What am I to do?

I swear I see you everywhere
Yet you are nowhere at all
When I'm married in my home state
I'll remember 19 and that first day of fall
You were leaving me
I was "just a friend"
And suddenly I feel it all again
Suddenly I feel it all again

It was easiest loving you after you'd leave
The sweetest parts only lived in memory
But you it was supposed to be me and you
Now it's me and my me and my room

I swear I see you everywhere
Yet you are nowhere at all
When I'm married in my home state
I'll remember 19 and that first day of fall
You were leaving me
I was "just a friend"
And suddenly I feel it all again
Suddenly I feel it all again

Was I just a means to an end?
Suddenly
Suddenly