"Is It Honor That I Want" lyrics

I know the guidelines
That I've lived by my whole life
So well that I could sing them
Be a good kid, be a good brother
Be a good son, be a good loyal servant to the king-dom

So why am I so confused?
I have everything I want
Yet it feels like I have nothing left to lose
Is the world really falling to pieces?
Do we really have to iron out the creases?
Have I been living under a rock for so long
That I had no clue what was really going on?

I've been a prisoner
A traitor, and an outcast
But to who is the question?
I've been having trouble as of late
Trying to figure out who I can put my trust in

Why am I so confused?
I have everything I want
Yet it feels like I have nothing left to lose
Is the world really falling to pieces?
Do we really have to iron out the creases?
Have I been told my whole life something that isn't true?
Because I really have no idea what to do

I curse the heavens up above
Is it really honor that I want
Or is it love?

Is the world really falling to pieces?
Do we really have to iron out the creases?
Have I been living under a rock for so long
That I have no clue what's really going on?