"Upside Of Down" lyrics

It's hard enough to find my way
But it's harder when the lights go out
The shadows of my darkest days
Keep me quiet when I'm trying to make a sound

The old me
Would be running away, but I'm not afraid to hold it close
Slowly
Watch hours go by to get through the night, oh

I was up till the break of dawn
Tryna to pick myself off the ground
Wanna get back the time I lost
And turn this around
There's a bright side in the storm
But my head's in the clouds
Tryna to find what I'm looking for
Where's the upside of down

The heaviness
I'm breathing in
It tells me that I'm still alive
The weight of it
The consequence
Keeps me up when I close my eyes

The old me
Would be running away, but I'm not afraid to hold it close
Slowly
Watch hours go by to get through the night, oh

I was up till the break of dawn
Tryna to pick myself off the ground
Wanna get back the time I lost
And turn this around
There's a bright side in the storm
But my head's in the clouds
Tryna to find what I'm looking for
Where's the upside of down

Oh I'm scared cuz I'm still falling
It's right there, but I'm still falling

I was up till the break of dawn
Tryna to pick myself off the ground
Wanna get back the time I lost
And turn this around
There's a bright side in the storm
But my head's in the clouds
Tryna to find what I'm looking for
Where's the upside of down
Upside of down
Upside of down
Down, down, down
Upside of down
Down, down, down
Down, down, down