"Pretty Girls Die Just The Same" lyrics

Pretty girls die just the same
Why I'm still holding on to the pain (I don't know)
I would let it go for a million fucks or kisses
I was wondering when the angels would sing by your grave
'Cause I'm through squeezing feelings from blank stares
Trying to break iron hearts with feather filled punches
A dance, a fight, and I pulled every star from the sky
To make night from day, but what did I change?
So I'm left trying to count the beats in the record breaks
Clinging to hope through a punctured drip
Yesterday was the demo tape to years of regret
Please take my words turn them into something innocent
"Sweetness I was only joking when I said
I'd like to smash every tooth in your head"
A dance, a fight, and I pulled every star down from the sky
To make night from day but what did it change?
I screamed your name, with my pen I scream your name
And when the California sun became Brighton rain
I washed away any chance of a future
For every butterfly soaked in gasoline
I helped to fly you set one alight so now we're fucked
And the nostalgia is as ugly as the truth and saints that sin
She was beautiful once
I tied a bow that became a noose that I left to hang
She was beautiful once
Letters like cries on my walkman
Fuck, I miss her lies
She was beautiful once
Those x's didn't mean kisses
And "sorry" doesn't mean a thing