"ALL I SEE" lyrics

All I see is what I can no longer have
I'm a ghost of what I was I can't stop living in the past
In a cloud of fuckin' smoke I disappear behind the mask
And I still be cracking jokes
But they don't know that this the last laugh
Cast out the line hook and mothafuckin' sinker
I sink beneath the surface
Give the world the middle finger
And if you think you hurt me
Well you did
And it's gonna linger
The wounds of what I thought was my
Forever never ever can I trust again the blinkers
Blinkin' of my GTR illuminate the ocean
I sit up on the hood I'm watching all the water motions
The waves that come and go the blue the red the birds are coastin'
I'm dealt the cards and come so far so fuck it I'll keep goin'
And It's gon take a lot of liquor just to fix the damage
But I forgive ya so I'll keep on keepin' on and manage
I hope ya find your way sincerely hope you find a bandage
To close the wounds that you so clearly had that made ya vanish
Yuh
Yuh
And I'm gon be okay
Climbing up this broken ladder just another day
Yuh
Got my brothers got my kin and I'm still gettin' paid
The paper chase gon stay the same until I'm mothafuckin' made
Bitch I'm rolling on the motorway
Moving at some pace
32 straight rippin'
Dotted lines gon turn to straight
Read 180 on the dash
But the needles off the face
Fuck it either gonna crash or go to prison either way
Know sometimes I really wonder what you'd think
And if you'd care
Or if you'd stop and think about me
Feel me in the air
Or if you'd celebrate my fate and never shed a tear
But you forgetting bout me is forever something I will seem to fear