"Letters" lyrics

Look
She say like a nigga, who head first out the trenches
Imma write just like a book, just let me know if you with it
Don't be a victim of my anger, imma shoot till it empty
See the look all in my eyes I want you niggas to feel me
I been moving how I want and I just hope you forgive me
It's hard to put my trust in you, that's why I'm asking these questions
Lately I been feeling boujee, might step out with Giuseppe
I feel like they plotting on me, gotta ride with my weapon
I can't wait to sign a deal, might just cop me a foreign
On the high way, doin numbers, I don't know where I'm going
When you different, they fuck with you, I tell no lie, bitch its showing
Ever since you left that nigga, money up and you glowing
Nigga you looking real suspicious, if you move, imma use it
All my life, been hearing lies, say you really gotta prove it
They say even in the dark, your diamonds dancing on music
I might hop in that jacuzzi, pop a perk, and get groovy
I got gas in my wood, don't talk to me, I'm relaxin'
Never had shit, now I got it, I just be steppin'
Never stand down, on my brother, can't wait to catch him
Knew you was gone change, I seen it before it happen
Snakes in my grass, and I got snakes in my medusa
I'll have my shooter, put a donut in your medulla
Running to this paper, I'm getting tired of this running
Loving all yo lovin, and I hope you keep it coming
Just to make it happen, I turn nothing into something
Somebody stealing my love, don't know where its all going
[?] when you approach me
Take a trip to Cali, let's scatter just like the roaches
Blinded by my love, so it was hard for my notice
Money all on my mind, so it be hard for me to focus
Don't wanna let you down and have you feeling like I used you
Changed the way I live cause I don't go out like I used to
Tried to keep my distance, but at night I gotta hold you
Don't go against the grain, cause I'm winning like I'm supposed to
Forever hold my pain, I don't know why I can't express it
Made the same mistakes, cause I ain't never learn my lesson
[?]
Ain't in it for the love, you just stick around for attention
You can't prevent this, and I'm the shit if I didn't [?]
Stackin all my cheese, cause I ain't gotta pay tuition
Give my shooters a reason, don't talk [?]
Give my shooters a reason, don't talk [?]
It ain't wrong for us just loving each other
Even though we not together, keep in touch with your brother
If I knew it would be like this, I wouldn't have asked for your number
And every song I write be hits, I put my heart in my letters