"100sadsongs" lyrics

Seat back, the air, gives me peace of mind
Windows rolled down into better times
Wish I knew things would get harder sooner
Wish I knew facts was just pretty rumors
So now I'm not giving no fucks
Eyes closed hands up
Had to give away my heart to get some good luck
Betting all my chips all in
I'll see you when I see you again

Foot on the gas
In a hurry
And I didn't even pack
A little blurry
Tryna hold tears back
I said goodbye to the life we had
I tossed the phone
Friends calling
But I wanna be alone
Bout to listen to 100 sad songs
Bout to listen to 100 sad songs

Look like I swim when I really drown
Voices in my head have been getting loud
Weigh myself down I'm a heavy thinker
See my whole life slipping through my fingers

Is this all a test or is it a guess?
I would never right so that's why I left
They lying straight to your face life ain't getting much sweeter than this

Foot on the gas
In a hurry
And I didn't even pack
A little blurry
Tryna hold tears back
I said goodbye to the night we had
I tossed the phone
Friends calling
But I wanna be alone
Bout to listen to 100 sad songs
Bout to listen to 100 sad songs

Yeah
Ran off
Must've played about 100 sad songs
Must've played about 100 sad songs
Must've played about 100 sad songs
I ran off
Must've played about 100 sad songs
Must've played about 100 sad songs
Must've played about 100 sad songs

Foot on
In a hurry
And I didn't even pack
A little blurry
Tryna hold tears back
I said goodbye to the life we had
I tossed the phone
Friends calling
But I wanna be alone
Bout to listen to 100 sad songs
Bout to listen to 100 sad songs