"Happy til it hurts" lyrics

What you gonna do about me now?
I'm doin' everything that I used to talk about
Get off the couch at my motherfuckin' mama's house
'Cause my dad kicked me out, screamin' loud
"Now, you need to get a job"

I was lost on the spot in my friend's livin' room
Smoked a joint, and then I did a couple shrooms
Call me a fool, but I ain't so good with rules
Now, I'm that dude that

Got up, came back, broke down, made tracks
Gave up ten times, but not enough to go back home again
I don't got many friends

'Cause I broke hearts, quit work, truth hurts, eat dirt
I'm tryna put a couple zeroes up on all my net worth
But what comes first is bein' happy till it hurts

Happy till it hurts
Happy till it hurts

Happy till it, happy till it, hap-hap-hap-hap-happy till it
I'm tryna be happy till it hurts
Happy till it, happy till it, happy, happy till it, happy till it
Happy till it hurts

I'm goin' through an identity crisis
You might be goin' through one that's just like it
I got really good at thinking at height
But I'm tellin' you there's no way that I'm fighting

God, I'm a wannabe, wanna be happy
Because I'm so sick of depression
They said to me, "Stop, freeze"
The demons are laughin' at me

I write things that I believe
I pretend I'm Socrates
Wish my dad believed in me
But at least he didn't leave

Now, I wanna hear the people scream
Hercules, Hercules
Hope that brings enough happiness to this
Hermes, Hermes

It's Hermes, it's Hermes
Happy till it hurts
It's Hermes, it's Hermes
Happy till it hurts

Happy till it, happy till it, hap-hap-hap-hap-happy till it
I'm tryna be happy till it hurts
Happy till it, happy till it, happy, happy till it, happy till it
Happy till it hurts