"These Days" lyrics

A heart like mine is a hard one to love
'Cause I've gotten real damn good at really fucking things all up
Now I'm fighting demons in the dark
I don't know where I should start
Oh Lord I'm spiraling again

Oh and I
Just wanna make it through the night
Oh and I
I just wanna feel alive
When that sun comes up feel the warmth on my skin
I count every day these days as a win
As a win

Oh and I've been sinking down
Try to scream but can't make a sound
Tell me is it all just in my head
And I've grown so numb to it all
Oh God here comes the fall
I just wanna get some rest

Oh and I
Just wanna make it through the night
Oh and I
I just wanna feel alive
When that sun comes up feel the warmth on my skin
I count every day these days as a win
As a win

Doctor what is my disease
I guess it's in the family tree
Won't you help me out of this hell

Oh cause I
Just wanna make it through the night
Oh and I
I just wanna feel alive
When that sun comes up feel the warmth on my skin I count everyday
I pray to God I make it to the next day
I count everyday these days as a win
As a win
Hmm