"Hazard To Myself" lyrics

Taking medication just to mask the pain
The lows aren't as low but the highs
Just don't feel quite the same

It's a synthetic type of livin'
And it sometimes has me trippin'
If I'd ever be the same again
Again

I close my eyes and I don't even feel
I see my face and it's not even real
My head's up in the clouds and I ain't coming down
And it's a long way back to earth
With the weight upon my shoulders
Can someone try to help me from myself?

I'm a hazard to myself
And I guess I kinda like it
I'm a hazard to myself
And I guess I kinda like it, like it, like it

Taking a vacation to reset my brain
Practicing my breathing when I feel a little insane
It's a place I've always known and I kinda feel at home
To see the colours of the world in a
Fucked up kinda way

See, I'm questioning what I'm told
When the big man speaks alone
I try to listen in the silence
To the answers that I know
But it's not always so clear
Got the music in my ear, it's all I know
It's all I know
You try to bring me peace
But you only bring me down
And I've died so many times
When I've tried to save myself

I close my eyes and I don't even feel
I see my face and it's not even real
My head's up in the clouds and I ain't coming down
And it's a long way back to earth
With the weight upon my shoulders
Can someone try to help me from myself

I'm a hazard to myself
And I guess I kinda like it
I'm a hazard to myself
And I guess I kinda like it, like it, like it

I guess I kinda like it, ooh
I guess I kinda like it, ooh
'Cause I am hazard to myself, myself
'Cause I'm a hazard to myself
I'm a hazard, yeah, yeah, yeah
To myself
Myself
Myself