"It's Complicated" lyrics

I got a problem with my heart
I give it all away
Dive all in right from the start
Only to I pull away
Then I put up all of my guards
Tryna keep it safe
And I don't mean to make things hard
But it's complicated
I got a problem with my heart
I give it all away
Thinking I found the missing part
I need you to stay
Then I put up all of my guards
Pushing you away
And I don't mean to make things hard
But it's complicated

It's been so long since I been loving on the surface
When I put my guard up with you
Swear it's not to hurt you
And I promise I'm not tryna do this shit on purpose
Cause all I wanna do is give the love that you deserve
I'm dealing with feelings that I've never talked about
Still tryna talk it out
Every Wednesday trying my best in
Therapy is my investment
Tryna do what's best for us
Better me for you typa love
Starting all over tryna learn how to trust
I used to believe showing my heart wasn't needed
But I'm learning to see that letting you in is the only way
Wish I wasn't this way
But I am willing to change
Before I let you go knowing I want you to stay

I got a problem with my heart
I give it all away
Dive all in right from the start
Only to I pull away
Then I put up all of my guards
Tryna keep it safe
And I don't mean to make things hard
But it's complicated
I got a problem with my heart
I give it all away
Thinking I found the missing part
I need you to stay
Then I put up all of my guards
Pushing you away
And I don't mean to make things hard
But it's complicated