"Crashing Out" lyrics

I get a rush of pins and needles in my mind (In my mind)
Addicted to the chaos, knuckles going white (Going white)
I swear to God, it's like you're cherry-picking lines
I swear to God that I won't fall for it this time
I twist and bend reaching for impossible heights
Changing my shape, but no, you're never satisfied (Satisfied)
I'm on my knees like you turn water into wine
I'm begging please that I go home with you tonight

I'd rearrange my chemicals
I'm ripping off all of the petals
He loves me not, I know, I know
And the thorns are getting hard to hold

Crashing out on the kitchen floor
Spinning round this revolving door
Can't slow down
It only makes me want you more, more
Pull me in and then you pull away
Sink or swimming in your tidal wave
I'm miserable
It only makes me want you more, more

I keep on talking you up to my therapist
She said, "Now look, you might just be a masochist"
Drain all my money to keep running here in place
Calling me crazy, but you made me this way
You know you made me this way

Crashing out on the kitchen floor
Spinning round this revolving door
Can't slow down
It only makes me want you more, more
Pull me in and then you pull away
Sink or swimming in your tidal wave
I'm miserable
It only makes me want you more, more

I'd rearrange my chemicals
I'm ripping off all of the petals
He loves me not, I know, I know
Oh, he loves me not, I know, I know

Crashing out on the kitchen floor
Spinning round this revolving door
Can't slow down
It only makes me want you more, more
Pull me in and then you pull away
Sink or swimming in your tidal wave
I'm miserable
It only makes me want you more, more

I get a rush of pins and needles in my mind
Addicted to the chaos, knuckles going white
I swear to God, it's like you're cherry-picking lines
I swear to God that I won't fall for it this time