"Dead Or Alive" lyrics

I love the way that she throw my heart to the side
Just like a shadow, you know you only see at night
Oh why do I not try, to come and make it right?
She rather see me dead than alive

Drugs are just something you just want to try
No you be begging to just feel alive
I come and take it, yeah take it twice
It's in my system, yeah I feel alive
Some pills and some liquor, call me divine
Waking up in foreign lands
Foreign pills, I know the plan
When I'm gone I hold your hand
Follow this trail until the end
Follow, it might just never end
Just click a button with your hand
You know this lifestyle on demand
I check the time right on my wrist
Thinking 'bout
All the time we spent together
She come around
When in doubt
I turn your smile right upside down

I love the way that she throw my heart to the side
Just like a shadow, you know you only see at night
Oh why do I not try, to come and make it right?
She rather see me dead than alive

Drunk in my whip, you know I cannot drive
She call me [?] yeah we getting high
[?] it down, ain't no surprise
She want the love and I want the life
[?] I got to slide
Sipping too much, I got stuck in the mind
Sipping too much, got me looking for love